Praye thou with my pietism，Let not the dark thee cumber.
| Hysteria | 2009-02-16 |
No matter how hysterical i am, he would not know...
he would not...
I wanna be..
i wanna be..
I wanna be just like wild grass..
Just living strongly in bad circumstance.
I wanna be..
I wanna be..
I wanna be just like a melody，
just like a simple sound，
like in harmony
I wanna find a open field, shout as loud as i can.
he would not...
I wanna be..
i wanna be..
I wanna be just like wild grass..
Just living strongly in bad circumstance.
I wanna be..
I wanna be..
I wanna be just like a melody，
just like a simple sound，
like in harmony
I wanna find a open field, shout as loud as i can.
| 豆蔻年华 | 2009-02-16 |
昨天，和朋友们去看了刚出来的电影“Friday the 13th"
据说是部恐怖电影，确实，我也被恐怖到了
很可惜，作者并没有将他的意图运用到我身上
恐怖到我的，不是导演努力制作的恐怖情景
而是人性，道��和所谓一切灵魂上的东西
所谓人性和道��，在这部电影里已经遭到了严重的践踏
留下的，就只有人的欲望，贪婪和无知
智慧缺乏和教育的缺乏，也导致了道��的缺乏
或许，作者是为了表现电影的恐怖，特地把人描述得愚蠢而可悲
哦，鲜明对比，很好
或许，作者是要负面表现人性的缺陷，所以以所谓的恐怖电影的形式来表达
哦，负面衬托，很好
当然，上面全是我一相情愿的想法
想象力太丰富不是件好事
说直白点，我不喜欢那电影
也不喜欢导演的表达方式，无论他是要表达什么
要是他真的想要表达人性的缺陷
也不必表现得如此露骨，如此疯狂
如果我们的社会真的是那种没有灵魂，没有思想的社会
我看迟早会灭掉
当然，电影是夸张的。
并且，我保证，受影响并摇头的人不只我一个。
奇怪的是，看了一群没有教养，没有思想的废物以后
异常的想念单纯的高中时代
然后又想到了一部我最喜欢的电影“关于莉莉周的一切”
那是一部比含蓄并残酷的电影，也难让人读懂
当时看了不止一遍，并且写了多篇感想
虽然，那是很久以前看的电影了，但是至今，印象还是比较深刻
也始终没有改变在我电影名单中的地位
日本的电影确实比美国的电影印象深刻
或许这还是我一相情愿的想法
回忆高中时代，想念那种单纯美好的感觉
安静的图书馆，常常是恋人们约会的场所
一起学习的感觉总是很好
“你幸福吗？”
“我曾经幸福过.”
深�鄂�的制服.....
等着你的单车送我回家.....
据说是部恐怖电影，确实，我也被恐怖到了
很可惜，作者并没有将他的意图运用到我身上
恐怖到我的，不是导演努力制作的恐怖情景
而是人性，道��和所谓一切灵魂上的东西
所谓人性和道��，在这部电影里已经遭到了严重的践踏
留下的，就只有人的欲望，贪婪和无知
智慧缺乏和教育的缺乏，也导致了道��的缺乏
或许，作者是为了表现电影的恐怖，特地把人描述得愚蠢而可悲
哦，鲜明对比，很好
或许，作者是要负面表现人性的缺陷，所以以所谓的恐怖电影的形式来表达
哦，负面衬托，很好
当然，上面全是我一相情愿的想法
想象力太丰富不是件好事
说直白点，我不喜欢那电影
也不喜欢导演的表达方式，无论他是要表达什么
要是他真的想要表达人性的缺陷
也不必表现得如此露骨，如此疯狂
如果我们的社会真的是那种没有灵魂，没有思想的社会
我看迟早会灭掉
当然，电影是夸张的。
并且，我保证，受影响并摇头的人不只我一个。
奇怪的是，看了一群没有教养，没有思想的废物以后
异常的想念单纯的高中时代
然后又想到了一部我最喜欢的电影“关于莉莉周的一切”
那是一部比含蓄并残酷的电影，也难让人读懂
当时看了不止一遍，并且写了多篇感想
虽然，那是很久以前看的电影了，但是至今，印象还是比较深刻
也始终没有改变在我电影名单中的地位
日本的电影确实比美国的电影印象深刻
或许这还是我一相情愿的想法
回忆高中时代，想念那种单纯美好的感觉
安静的图书馆，常常是恋人们约会的场所
一起学习的感觉总是很好
“你幸福吗？”
“我曾经幸福过.”
深�鄂�的制服.....
等着你的单车送我回家.....
Somehow, we human always do something that make none sense.
They lease their souls to they devil, and even be proud of it.
Because of the freedom, young people would do whatever they want,
Immoral, irrational.
Maybe they are rebellious to their parents?
I cannot be sarcastic to rebellion, because i used rebellious to my parents.
I could only say i didn't know what i was doing at that time.
everyone would be rebellious when they were young,
I guess my parents,my grandparents,even some great philosopher did that also.
But what i believe is, if you are rational, you would never ever do something rebellious that damage yourself.
Haven't written for a long time, my thought, my soul begain to languish.
I forgot how to use metaphor to express my cynical thought..
I love to write something that hard to understand
Because my words never for heartless,soulless and loveless people.
They lease their souls to they devil, and even be proud of it.
Because of the freedom, young people would do whatever they want,
Immoral, irrational.
Maybe they are rebellious to their parents?
I cannot be sarcastic to rebellion, because i used rebellious to my parents.
I could only say i didn't know what i was doing at that time.
everyone would be rebellious when they were young,
I guess my parents,my grandparents,even some great philosopher did that also.
But what i believe is, if you are rational, you would never ever do something rebellious that damage yourself.
Haven't written for a long time, my thought, my soul begain to languish.
I forgot how to use metaphor to express my cynical thought..
I love to write something that hard to understand
Because my words never for heartless,soulless and loveless people.
| 2月5日 | 2009-02-06 |
Again,I cannot express myself through words.
Because of the curtain always covering the window
i cannot know it is daytime or night.
Maybe,I could sleep, until i forget everything that caused my unhappiness.
Maybe,I could dream, until i dream about the image that i'm always looking forward to,
I cannot grow up after a night of sleeping.
Sometimes, speculating makes me exhausting.
Sometimes, compliments are too artificial.
I have no ability to predict what will happen in the next moment.
So i have to wait.
挫折，打击，不能怪别人，只能怪自己太犯贱。
i don't want to think about potential cheating, using, depressing.
有时候悲伤过头，开始语无伦次
自己的路，最后还是得孤单的走下去。
不能怪谁，只能怪自己为自己设下太多陷阱。
在本该熟睡的深夜中哭泣，或许太做作。
Now, i just want to sleep quietly,deeply...and have a good dream...
Because of the curtain always covering the window
i cannot know it is daytime or night.
Maybe,I could sleep, until i forget everything that caused my unhappiness.
Maybe,I could dream, until i dream about the image that i'm always looking forward to,
I cannot grow up after a night of sleeping.
Sometimes, speculating makes me exhausting.
Sometimes, compliments are too artificial.
I have no ability to predict what will happen in the next moment.
So i have to wait.
挫折，打击，不能怪别人，只能怪自己太犯贱。
i don't want to think about potential cheating, using, depressing.
有时候悲伤过头，开始语无伦次
自己的路，最后还是得孤单的走下去。
不能怪谁，只能怪自己为自己设下太多陷阱。
在本该熟睡的深夜中哭泣，或许太做作。
Now, i just want to sleep quietly,deeply...and have a good dream...
| C'est la vie | 2008-07-17 |
习惯性的在事情发生前预测后事，
无论是哪几种结果，
就算是一个恶性循环。
将事情复杂化，为的是给自己留下可以幻想的空间。
无法接受的结果总是在预料之内，幻想之外。
不想发生的，还是发生了，
不想看到的，还是看到了。
这下我知道了，我的致命缺点是太过自作多情。
This is the day,This is the life.
就当全局是自己给自己设下的一个迷宫，
将迷宫越设越深，
结果是找不到了出口，
为的是起一个陷阱的目的，然而自己却成了终极受害者。
这就是生活。
该我消失了
就这样吧，各奔天涯。
该遗忘的总会无法记忆。
无论是哪几种结果，
就算是一个恶性循环。
将事情复杂化，为的是给自己留下可以幻想的空间。
无法接受的结果总是在预料之内，幻想之外。
不想发生的，还是发生了，
不想看到的，还是看到了。
这下我知道了，我的致命缺点是太过自作多情。
This is the day,This is the life.
就当全局是自己给自己设下的一个迷宫，
将迷宫越设越深，
结果是找不到了出口，
为的是起一个陷阱的目的，然而自己却成了终极受害者。
这就是生活。
该我消失了
就这样吧，各奔天涯。
该遗忘的总会无法记忆。
